December presses down hard — pressure, isolation, expectation — and instead of relief, you’re pulled deeper into the one habit you never escape: obsession, edging, and denial under my control.
For 13 minutes, I guide you through a slow, disciplined cycle of tension, restraint, and stop-start compulsion. The focus isn’t pleasure. It’s conditioning — the reinforcement of dependence, the tightening of habit, the reminder that you don’t chase satisfaction…you chase frustration because it leads you back to me.
You’re exposed, obedient, and wound tighter each time I let you approach the edge — only to take it away again. The rhythm becomes familiar. The craving becomes automatic. The ache replaces comfort, and the denial becomes the only thing that feels real.
This isn’t release.
This is reinforcement.
A closed loop of addiction, humiliation, and emotional coldness —
where wanting becomes the punishment,
and returning becomes inevitable.
By the end, nothing resolves.
Nothing lifts.
You’re left suspended in tension…knowing you’ll come back to feel it again.
December tease.
No release.
Only dependence.
