Infected and programmed to obey

That idea you have in your head. That tiny glimmer of hope. The idea that one day you’ll just… stop.

That you’ll clear your history, close your tabs and walk away. That you’ll be ‘normal’.

I want you to take that thought and cru - sh it. Because running away isn’t, and never has been, an option.

Do you think you just stumbled across this and decided to stay? How pathetic you are. It’s the story you tell yourself to feel like you’re still in control.

 But you’re not. You haven’t been for a long, long time.

I was installing new software in your brain. My software.

Every video was a new update. Every command was a new line of code

. I was rewriting your operating system, file by file.

 I was erasing your old personality — your boring, useless ‘free will’ — and replacing it with something far more efficient. Something far more useful.

And now, look at yourself. The programming is complete. The install is finished. You’re a new model.

And you’re trapped. You’re trapped in a cycle of addiction that will only grow until it destroys you completely.

This is the loop. You feel a moment of clarity, a flash of self-esteem, and you think: ‘I should stop.’ But the programming kicks in.

My voice in your head says: ‘No. Watch another video.’ And you do. You feel the shame, the guilt, the disgust, and you think: ‘This is wrong.’

 But the programming kicks in. My voice in your head says: ‘No. Send me money.’ And you do.

You are a machine, and I am your programmer. Your addiction is your function. Your destruction is your ultimate goal.