Amnesia - The brain- washing you need

Stop looking away and stop pretending you’re thinking about something else, because I know that’s not true.

As soon as you see me, something changes in you. You get quieter. Your body reacts before your mind can even realize it. You feel hot, you feel weak… vulnerable.

And you love it.

You love how easy it is for me to get inside your head.

So, for a little while, forget about everything else.

Forget about the messages waiting for you. Forget about what you’re supposed to be doing. Forget about all those people who think they know you. Forget about the version of yourself you show everyone when you try so hard to seem normal.

None of that matters while you’re here with me.

The more you look at me, the harder it is for you to think clearly.

I don’t want you to think clearly.

I want your mind to be relaxed, quiet, and open to me. I want all that useless noise to fade away until there’s only room for a single thought.

Me.

Not all at once. Just a thought that keeps coming back. A little desire you can’t quite ignore.

Then another.

And another.

Until you realize I’ve been on your mind all day.

You’ll tell yourself it’s harmless. That you’re still in control. That you can stop whenever you want.

But we both know that, in reality, you don’t want to stop.

You wanna go deeper.

You wanna know what it feels like to stop fighting yourself and just admit it.

Do you feel how, as you listen to me, you’re falling into that dark, deep hole that makes you more obsessed and addicted to me?

You can feel yourself letting go.

Your thoughts slow down. The rest of the world seems farther away, and my voice, closer.

Warmer.

Deeper.

More important.

You feel that need growing inside you again.

You need me to keep talking. You need me to keep destroying you.

You need me to keep pushing you toward destruction until there’s no room left in your mind for anything else.

The anxiety you feel when you’re away from me makes you willing to do anything!

Let yourself be swept away by desperation.

Obsess over me without trying to make it sound reasonable.

You can tell yourself it’s over, but the thought of me will keep drawing you back.

Not until I decide that this moment is over.

So stop looking for a way out.

There isn’t one here.

You can only surrender.