I open the door and there he is , the love of my life who I met on- line working as a porn model, it started as fan and model, the usual sexting, pics, online role-play but over the years its developed into so much more, of course he is a married man with a family, as I am, she treats him bad, she doesn't deserve him ,I DO!! , so many times we have arranged to meet but so many times he's let me down, distance is a big factor ,his wife who won't let him out of her sight.
So there he is ,standing in front of me, but only in my mind, because yet again he's let me down...so I play it out like he's with me and its great...
